My brother, Phillip, gets on my NERVES!  MY LAST NERVES!!!!!!!!  I am so tired of him having monopoly over the computer room like it's not public domain!!!!  Phillip wants to act like he owns the computer and hog it all night when I asks for it, and then he junks up the room and leaves all his stuff in here!  IT'S SO CRAMPED!!!!  And I have to clean up after him?  I don't think so.  And he wanted to try to leave his bases in here to add to the clutter.  I keep my musical stuff IN MY ROOM, because that's my domain.  But he wanna leave all his stuff all over the house like he pays rent AND bills, AND THE MORTGAGE!  That makes everyone else so uncomfortable!  he's so inconsiderate.  And when I confronted him on it, he had the nerve to hold a fist up to my face because I wouldn't let him put his basses back in the computer room.  I had the perfect oppurtunity to knock his head up against the door post and put a dent in his head.  He forgets I got a metal bat that I will not hesitate to use if he push me hard enough, and he keep pushing me, because he wants to push his selfishness on me, and try to manipulate me with scare tactics.  I AM HIS OLDER BROTHER.  But because we was raised as twins, he don't never see that.  And tries to run over me.  I am so sick of that, Uncle Lawrence.  I CAN"T WAIT TO GET MY LAP TOP.  but I know even still after that, we will still have problems, because the boy is manipulative towards me AND Ma, Ma won't do nothing about it, and if he's confronted he tries to threaten me.  I want to beat that out of him SO BAD but he too old for that.  I wish I could put him in a situation where he couldn't manipulate ANYONE, and he would learn once and for all to work with people, compromise, and stop being so doggone inconsiderate all the time!  I come home, I got things to do, but he wanna stay on YouTube all night watching anime.  And if I didn't hang over his head for ten minutes like I did, he would have never given me the computer!

 

I don't know how to deal with this boy.

 

Jesus help me deal with all the drama this boy causes in my life.  I hate drama so much, you kow that.  Help me DEAL!  Show me how to handle it.  I'm going to go pray.